Angat-angat tahi ayam (warmy chicken shit , kwakwakwa)

Sometimes I think I am a hard worker, I work harder than anyone to achieve some targets. But, when I read other people's stories, my hard work means nothing. I wanted to do so many things, but it wasn't finish. For example, when I had a plan to be a good tennis player, I did very hard schedule, my ability increased, but unfortunately, it's only last for 2-3 months, and then I gave up bcos of the hot summer and the cold winter.

Another example, when the first time I knew about blogging, I was very enthusiastic to have my own blog, to write everything on it, my daily schedule, my journey, my research, my opinion. Yet, after a couples of days, I gave up bcos I think I have no talent to write. Even if it right, it shouldn't be the reason, right? I should learn how to write, and by learning and exercising I will be better. But, seems I have already given up.

That's I call or Malay call angat-angat tahi ayam...kwakwakwa..